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[badfall]

shes dead
shes dead and its my fault

[whizbangs]

[nill, badou, the pieces shift and click into place and she knows what he's saying. carol scrambles, and types, and hopes what she's saying is right.]

No
She's fine
She's right here
Whatever you were told, it doesn't have to happen that way anymore
You got out of that place
You're both here now

[badfall]

its not different
were born just
to die like the dogs we are
we will never be anything else
shes better off thinking im dead
i cant protect her

[whizbangs]

Everyone was born to die
It's what you do with the space in between that matters
Do you really want to spend yours breaking your sister's heart
Because of something someone told you
Without even trying to change it?

[badfall]

well go back
and everything will be the same
because we can never win
she always has control
and were all disposable to her
especially lily
nothing can save her

[whizbangs]

Is she human
Normal
The one who did this to you

[badfall]

no

[whizbangs]

How is she different

[badfall]

i dont know
it doesnt matter right now

[whizbangs]

It does
She's not here
You are
You don't have to go back
You don't ever have to
I won't let it happen, do you understand?
She can't reach you here

[badfall]

shes always here
breathing down the back of my neck
laughing
it doesnt stop
it never stops

[whizbangs]

She can't hurt you
She can't touch you
Not any of you
Not anymore

[badfall]

i dont know
where youve been hearing shit
but thats not how it works
where i come from
i dont fucking know you and you dont know me
i cant live any other way

[whizbangs]

You can
I'm going to keep telling you until you believe me
Because it's true
You have a chance at something here
Don't throw it away

[badfall]

no
youre still not getting it
but i dont care
i dont care what you say or
what you think
youre just an outsider
and i dont have to tell you shit

[whizbangs]

Maybe I'm not
And maybe you don't
But you owe lily a hell of a lot better than a lie
And the thought that her brother has abandoned her

[badfall]

i dont
owe her a thing

[whizbangs]

She loves you
You're her whole world
I'm an outsider and even I can see that

[badfall]

dependent
for reasons that dont apply here

[whizbangs]

You think she'll depend on me instead
You can leave and she'll be fine
Because she won't need you around anymore
Is that it?

[badfall]

she doesnt need to depend on anyone
it doesnt matter
if you wont make something up
i will

[whizbangs]

And I'll tell her it's a lie

[badfall]

my word means more than yours

[whizbangs]

Then I'll drag you back here by the scruff of your neck
Your sister wants you here because she loves you
Whatever other reasons she had for needing you with her
That one doesn't go away
And you can't make it
No matter how scared you are of what might happen to her